When will this feeling begone?
Hello, first of all I would like to introduce myself briefly. You might find a lot of grammar, or pronunciation, or literacy mistakes, but it is not me who wrote these things. It is my assistant. She is pretty dense. If you want to report it, please refer to her.
Again, why I am still having the feeling of disappointment in myself. Sorta mad at myself for not being competitive enough, for lying on the floor watching YouTube or Facebook while others reading books, learning new languages, or studying abroad. How can I be a successful person like my dream of in the future?
But what exactly does it mean to be a successful person? Whom am I entitled to by writing this? Is Elon Musk a successful person? So does it mean that I want to be a person like him? What exactly makes Elon Musk a successful person? Money? Or fame? Or his job?
F*ck, why everything is so hard to understand. I don’t like philosophy. That’s why I didn’t take a philosophy course in my first year of college, however every-freaking-thing in this world seems to connect to philosophy somehow. I don’t need to take courses to have a basic understanding of philosophy, it is everywhere. You don’t need college, you only need to become EMO for a while, that’s all. Again, if anyone has the answer to what exactly is success, tell me the freaking answer or else my head will explode from working overload.
10/02/2021
